Just when you think a door closes

I think God really likes to make me laugh at myself. Yesterday as well as today were really, really good days. Let's face it, i've been in a funk yet forced to "fake it till I make it" mode. Attending the Friendraiser really made me feel good for many reasons. First, it was good to know that some of my small efforts, in addition to the time and energy of some of my friends, really helped the cause. We were in the presence of auction items that ranged from $30K to millions of dollars...basically surrounded by beauty while working to raise funds for children in need. Amazing. Some of my friends came out to the event and it was really good to see them. The speeches were inspiring. The one quote that really stood out for me was, "You make a living by what you get...you make a life by what you give." Fabulous. Just a wonderful night...everything from the weather to the venue to the people. Inspiring!

This morning...Lor called to tell me she was definitely touched and wants to work with me at this organization. Love it! She was my mentor and we worked our very first wish together. I so look forward to working with her again. We like to call ourselves the Salt and Pepper team. LOL. Looking forward to us working our magic here. And later this afternoon I received a beautiful email from Meme. He made me cry...but they were good tears. Just when I thought I'm all alone in this very scary world, God said, "Don't bet on it kid" and told my friends to speak very kind, inspiring words to me today. I'm feeling a little better.

The Bounce Back Kid

Last night I had the best conversation with Sandra. We don't get to talk nearly enough. She's so down to Earth and uplifting. I need to hear positive, optimistic messages from others from time to time. The past few weeks I've really been feeling out of sorts so to speak. Can't quite put my finger on it....just a combination of things that has triggered what I would deem as a form of depression. I heard somewhere a while back that once should try to fake happiness until it comes. While I can't say that I am unhappy, I feel like there are certain elements that are lacking in it. By far the last five days were the worst for me to the point where I couldn't even fake happiness. I literally just retreated to my apartment and spent a good chunk of time in my bed. No room for unhappy today. The event is tonight and five of my friends will be attending. It should be a good turnout since the weather is so nice. I am looking forward to it. It would be great to have the opportunity to bid on some items and win something nice at the silent auction. Anyway, better finish up. More later or tomorrow.