Valentine's Day 2008
What a strange day indeed. Everyone knows I am not a "Valentine's Day" person. I think every day is valentines day just like every day is Christmas. Yet all day today many people I normally don't hear from either sent me a text message or email wishing me a Happy Valentine's Day. I actually felt loved today by their actions. Simple acts of kindness definitly do go a long way. With all the lovey dovey feeling aside, I'm actually feeling extra sexual today. Yes, I said it...sexual. I always feel sexy when I look at myself in the mirror or in the way I feel inner confidence. But I feel particularly horny. Have been for the last few days. These are the rough times since there's nobody to have sex with let alone feel intimate with. Eventually my time in that regard will come. I think all of my friends sometimes forget that I am not only sweet and loving but also a sexual human being! Yes..I enjoy interaction with the opposite sex...even moreso when a guy is really into me both literally and figuratively! LOL. Oh well...what can you do except ride the feeling out until it dissapates. One day I'll have a man in my life to satisfy the need. Until then, fantasizing about my baby daddy (a.k.a. Lenny Kravitiz) is a good alternative! LOL. I did absolutely nothing today. That's a good thing. Going to cook dinner and enjoy a glass of wine! Cheers to me tonight in loving myself and thinking about the warm wishes many sent me today and I them! More after dinner.
