I've been re-reading A New Earth for the third time since the first two times reading it didn't completely take. I find myself again questioning concepts and idea but at the same time I feel like I am aware and living in the present. Has my ego fooled me into believing that I am present in the now? I struggle at times with so many things things but at the same time I feel grounded. Especially when I know I am speaking the truth, I still find myself struggling when there is no response or what I perceive as indifference. However if I am really present in the now non response means I'm not personalizing. Alot to think about. I'm only up to chapter five so I have many more weeks to process and think about the concepts again. In the meantime, continue forward. I do feel as though I'm taking better control of my life. I still have a lot of work to continue doing but it's all positive. O.K. More tomorrow.