It's been awhile

And now it's late. Very cold outside. Just the way I like it. Been feeling good and bad this weekend. Usual ups and downs although I find that I am more sensitive these days and find myself crying to release disappointment and frustration. I am happy it's December...my favorite month. While I am not rich, I have been able to use some of my paycheck to help others who are in more need than I. That's a good feeling. I better get going to bed. Bullcrap day tomorrow with a nonsensical "goals and expectations" meeting with the Director aka micro manager and the Exec. Director...who has no personality at all. Just have to remember not to let anyone or anything steal my joy. More in the AM.