Coco Pebbles Boom Boom

I've been journaling offline so it's becoming more difficult to keep up with online entries on a regular basis. Since I rarely go back and reread my own entries, I'm pretty sure my online presence is rarely missed. Note to self: If you ever read this entry again make sure to have a good laugh about feeling isolated today. You are never alone even by yourself. Anywho, I have found myself somewhat addicted to a show I never thought I would watch....RuPaul's DragU. The premise of the show is to inspire ordinary women to restore her inner diva. It got me to thinking about the persona of my inner diva. I named her Coco Pebbles Boom Boom otherwise known as Coco for short. Coco is to say the least...fierce! She is strong, smart, sexy...very much over the top, unique, and likes that very much. She certainly stands out in a crowd and everyone wants to be around her. OK...so the Dragulation meter is silly but in a sense it's also fun and creates a visual based on my perception of who I want to be. I encourage all women to have fun with this online tool. RuPaul's signature line, "You better work" really is a simple way to remind myself to keep working on me. I may not be where I thought I would be at this point but I certainly have come a long way and that's a good thing! Nowadays in my loneliness I have found that there is a strong person inside of me. Many will never really meet her because they don't have time. For me, I'm happy that I have made the time. I'm working it and will continue to do so going forward. Who knew that a silly little show could have some very powerful words to share that resonated with me? Now that's fierce!