When Bad Behavior is Rewarded

I was physically attacked this afternoon by my so-called sister and I have filed a police report. What an embarrassing and sad thing it is to have to go and report someone who shares the same blood line as you. Her thuggish behavior and arrogance doesn't phase me anymore. How crazy is it that I have become indifferent on the subject of her. I'm actually embarrassed to tell people that I actually have a biological sister. Today she physically knocked me down, blocked me from leaving, flipped over a chair, knocked dishes down, and hit me in the head several times with some type of plastic thing (don't know what because my back was turned). As I was being attacked I called 911 twice and they didn't respond. Turns out my mother, who was there the whole time and got shoved and almost knocked over by the animal too, called to actually ask the police not to come. My own mother was so concerned about Debbie getting arrested and losing her job that she didn't care that I was physically being attacked! Wow. Is she so afraid of Debbie or so co-dependant that even me getting hurt doesn't matter. My mother actually begged me not to have her arrested if the police ask that. I had to go down to the precinct, wait three hours and deal with several very rude people there to file a report. I literally had to ask for the desk sergeant. I suppose had I stabbed and killed my sister they would have come out right away to lock me up. She's going to get arrested. She crossed the line time and time again with no consequences. Threatening and physically attacking me is enough. Now I have to waste more time dealing with my asshole of a sister when I have made it a point to not have anything to do with her.

That's what she was mad about btw. She was angry that while I was there visiting my mother, she came in, said some form of greeting, and I didn't respond. She then said "Oh, so now you aren't going to answer me and speak?" And I shook my head no. That's when she decided to jump in my face to force me to talk to her. I'm tired of dealing with her bullshit. She's eight years older than me so why can't she get it together??? She's enabled by my parents. She lives with my mother, doesn't pay any rent, utilities, nothing. My mother even does her laundry for her. Me on the other hand? I have paid rent for 15 years. I pay all of my bills on my own with the exception of the cable bill. I just got cable back two months ago after not having it for four years! I couldn't afford it. My mother said she would pay that bill for me. Next week I'm going to turn in the box thus rendering my cable ready tv useless and I won't have television. Small price to pay for peace of mind. Debbie's bad behavior is always rewarded. Her latest acquisition...using my mother's car to get to and from work. Debbie works for the MTA and gets free transportation expense. That's not good enough for her. She needs to style and profile in the car which, btw, she doesn't put gas into. Mommy's got to do that too.

This isn't the first time Debbie has attacked someone. Two months ago she attacked the same mother who still doesn't want her arrested. Last year she jumped on the hood of the car I was driving to try and block me from leaving. I should have run her over with the car so that we could all be done with this. I should have called the police then. Seems that when she is given a break to correct herself she instead chooses to get worse. I really do think I was adopted. I'll continue to pray that I can go on to the peaceful life I have tried to build for so long.