Sunday in the Land of Make Believe and Music

My latest dream involves me being in this huge house. It was daylight and every room that I walked into was very sunny and bright. It felt as if though I lived there. I was in a bathroom and was rinsing a shirt out in the sink. I kept thinking I really have to use the bathroom or else my kidneys were going to burst. But instead of using the bathroom, I walked to another part of the house to check on the doorlocks. When I got to the second level I could see that the doors to an enormous deck was slightly cracked. The patio table was there but no umbrella. I sensed it was wintertime. I remember asking myself if I accidentally left the door open or if someone has broken in and is hiding inside. I felt panicked as to what to do. When I woke up I really had to go to the bathroom. It was just after 7am. Thinking about this dream, it reminds me of the other dream I had a couple of months ago where somebody was telling me to open the door to my space and I sensed danger. In that dream I called the police and each time I told the operator my address she repeated it back to me incorrectly and I was getting extremely nervous as I braced myself against the door. I can only hope that these types of dreams are just that...dreams. I never want to find myself the victim of some brutal crime...or any crime for that matter.

So far today has been a semi-productive day. I can see the sofa again after my week's worth of piling. it's a vicious cycle with me but at least I get it all straightened up in a timely manner. I think I subconsciously create the mess simply because I can. Controlled madness. Ha ha. I also watched the first of the two memory DVDs I bought while on the cruise. I am liking the Rhyming Peg system the most. With practice, I am sure my memory will improve on a number of things including names. I also set up my new MP3 player with my favorite albums and songs. I even ventured into the land of online technology since my purchase came with five free downloads. I successfully acquired the Geico song (Remind Me) in addition to J.T.'s SexyBack. What a hot song! Just listening to it made me feel sexy! I have a feeling my fitness progress is going to increase even more with my new player and songs. As the days get slightly longer, I will be walking more outside in my beloved cold weather. I still have change my bed and then after that i'll make lunch. This week I definitely have to mop the floors. That's the one task I hate the most but it will get done.

I can't believe winter break is over already! I'm nervous but excited that school is starting again. I hope this semester is fantastic! I still haven't figured out what to do for my thesis. I have some broad ideas but nothing too defined. I have to narrow it down quick so I have plenty of time to do a great job. I want to wrap up this semester with honors. I have to remind myself not to worry all the time. I better get going. The book isn't going to write itself now is it? I have a great screenplay idea too. Wouldn't it be great to one day have an Oscar nomination for Best Original Screenplay? I want that...and the win too! I'm going to do it one day...just wait and see. Nobody can write escapism better than one who is trying to escape right?