To Hell with the Negative People

It's Thursday already?!? I feel groggy today. Last night I went to sleep at midnight, which is really early for me considering i'm an insomnia queen. Of course I woke up at 5am and then feel back asleep but I still feel like I could use another five hours of rest. Crazy! I also have a headache. I'm trying not to stress out over this PDR mess but it's hard not to do so. I can't believe that with less than two months to go, another person named Christine would screw me over and almost ruin my project. While I jokingly refer to myself as a bitch from time to time, I don't like calling fellow women that terminology. However, that girl is a BITCH! Only she can try to explain what she did and even then I don't want to hear it. It was a deliberate evil act. I hate to say this but as a direct result of her actions, my new policy is one that Lorraine also shares...you are either for me or against me. I will no longer be tolerate of those who are part of the outlier group. Sometimes being nice to people can bite you in the ass.

I think I have enough to proceed however my advisor will make the final call tomorrow after reviewing the outline. He asked me if I can still remain objective in the wake of what has happened. The funny thing is...I can. One of my strengths I feel is the fact that I can separate out my feelings from facts. It is a difficult skill to master however I have had many traumatic events in my life over the years to give me reason to practice. I must remain focused. No one and nothing is going to come between me and graduation. I have worked to hard to get here. I heard somewhere that if you feel you are going through hell....keep driving! I better get moving so that I can come back and start writing the report. I smell my tea brewing on the counter. Nothing like some Red Zinger to start off a good day. More later.