Saturday, October 06, 2007

Summer Saturday?

It is simply a gorgeous day! It feels like a summer afternoon as opposed to a fall day in October. Go figure with this kooky weather. I kind of feel a little bit sad that I don't have anything lined up for myself today. I definitely have to do laundry so that's something. LOL. I actually feel really "pretty" today. I cleaned up last night and put everything back where it's supposed to be so that's a few chores done. I do always feel like I'm drowning in books though. So many books, so little space! I look forward to the day when I own my own place that has a little bit more space than where I currently am. The funny thing is that if I had my own bathroom (not shared) where I am right now and if I owned the space, I probably wouldn't move at all. I like the energy in here where I walk into the rooms. I may not have a lot but I feel good about all of the accomplishments despite the most challenging of situations both personal and professionally. In my solitary state I have found myself even more at peace. Not having to deal with anyone else's bullshit except my own. It's funny having all of these crazy emotions. Last night around 9pm or so, I actually felt like crying. I use to think crying was a sign of weakness but I don't think that anymore. Crying is actually very therapeutic...especially for folks like me who don't have a real substantial cash flow for right now. I didn't cry but I felt like it. I'm sure I'll have a good one next week just because I can!

Listening to music right now. I heard the new track from Jill Scott called "Hate on Me". Love it! Can't wait until MusicSource has it ready for downloading. The track ranks up there with my other favorites of "Fighter", "Baby I'm a Star", and "Enough Cryin". Do you sense a theme to my favorites? LOL. K. I better go get laundry done...not going to do itself. Later Ang.

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