Before Daylight

Had a strange dream early this morning. Can't really remember it but I do remember that Paul Keeber was there. I was talking to him as well as some other guy. I haven't seen P.K. in years. He is this fantastic salesman that I worked with when I was at Network. He was and probably still is the top sales guy there. Warm, personable, very down to Earth. He always treated me with genuine respect...a rare thing to find in most salespeople. I wonder how his is doing? Guess I should put a call in to say hello. How weird is it to have a dream about former co-workers that you literally haven't seen or spoken to for years?!? It did feel like a good dream though...positive energy.

What an awful thing to hear about Tim Russert's passing! A powerful, gentle, humble journalist who came across to me as a good man. He died doing what he loved doing. My heart goes out to his family.

My mother is on her way over to pick me up so I better get going. I think after this week I'm going to have to limit my time over at the house to once every two weeks. In doing so I am pretty sure some of my weekend stress and/or depression will be reduced. Didn't get my running shoes yet. Not in the budget for this week. Want to make sure I have rent in the bank while continuing to rebuild my savings acct. I also want to start contributing again to my IRA. Today is O'Neil's birthday. While I'm almost sure I'm not even in his thought pattern I still think about him alot. Why are these feelings hard to shake? Snap out of it Ang! Eventually I will. I better go. More tomorrow.