Weird Dream about Jason

No time right now but just a quick note. Had this weird dream about Jason. I was at a party at this mansion that had amazing views of some city and there were umbrella covered tables on the patio. I was sitting at a table across from him and he was holding my hand, rubbing it saying that he had missed me very much. That's all I remember about that. The next part I remember is being in a room where it looks like I was packing my clothes. At the bottom of the closet was a wheat colored bag that had the Pura Vida logo on it. I asked someone passing by in the hall how it got here and they said it was delivered with my name on it. I woke up before I could see what's in the bag. Will revisit this post in a few hours.

11:15 p.m. - Well give me a little credit for at least getting back to this post! Was very crazy busy at work. Not complaining since I'm employed, have medical benefits, and it's affording me the opportunity to reach even more of my many goals! So... my take on the dream. I think it represents all of the men in my life who I have truly cared about at some point will realize they let go of a good thing. Always the girl who is the friend but they never could see that I would have made a good girlfriend. I think the dream represents an event that will happen in the near future. Jason is probably just a symbolic figure in this dream but who knows.

I felt achy but good today. Wore my cat ears and bell collar all day. Was looking and feeling pretty darn cute and ALIVE WITH YOUTH! I still can't believe that at the end of this year I'll be 35. I feel like I'm still in my 20's...only difference is that I actually love myself now more than I did then and I feel very wise (and hope to get wiser as the years go by). I got my ticket to the show. I will finally get to see the Lion King. Have a great seat! Who knew that a ticket for one would land you an excellent seat! The show will make for a good birthday even if I will be alone. But then again, I'm never really alone...I know God is in my life and on my side. Everything in due time. On Sunday I volunteer as an official cheerer for cancer runners. I'm excited to help out on such a worthy event. It will be me running/walking in 2009 or 2010. Maybe by then I'll have people who would actually support me and cheer me on. Even if I don't, I'm still going to accomplish that goal and have high spirits! It's late. I'm sleepy. Thank goodness we get back our extra hour tomorrow night (or should I say Sunday morning). My body has been feeling the deficit for three weeks! It's amazing just how in tune I am with my body now. It's a great feeling. More tomorrow.