Thursday Part 2

I realized about an hour ago that I am totally exhibiting my SS behavior right now. That of course would be my Strictly Single behavior. My workout clothes are still strewn across the radiator, I just finished washing dishes in nothing more than my pajama bottoms, and I am about to cut my fingernails while laying across my bed watching t.v. You know what? It's a good feeling. My head still hurts me a bit but the nauseous feeling from earlier is gone. I think I am simply having a negative reaction to my migraine headache. While an intense headache has been avoided, the prescription has its own form of pain. I hope to feel better tomorrow. I did workout today but did somewhat of my own thing since half of the exercises in Jeff's class today made me feel even sicker. I'm a little bit stiff so I know I did just as challenging a workout even though I didn't do all of the exercises ( I modified a bit). At one point one of the guys referred to me as sexy and asked how I was feeling. Who would have thought I could look sexy to someone while sweaty and half sick? It was nice that there was concern. After workout Jeff asked us all a challenge question. He told everyone that if they feel they are imperfect to step forward. Our entire class did so. He said that if we are all feeling that way we are all locking ourselves into our own prisons. Food for thought. I think for me I do feel perfect just the way I am however others make me feel like I am not up to what they consider perfect. As I experience more in my life, I am feeling more and more comfortable in my skin. I've been thinking about moving out of town again and have kicked it up a notch in my career search...I find myself applying to positions out of New York. Besides family and friends here...there is nothing really tying me to the city. While I will always return since I was born and raised here, the time has come for me to move on. I have a feeling more opportunity both personally and professionally awaits me away from here. Only time will tell. O.k. two phone calls to return so I better go. Let's see what Friday brings.