I Like How Time Flies

I finally made it back to my small space last night and was able to sleep in my own bed. My mother managed to tick me off so royally that I actually felt the blood rushing to my head like a geyser. No need to go into detail since it will only agitate me further but needless to say I am reminded of the cardinal rule in my universe. Not willing to share that either. What I do know is that I am getting more and more comfortable being alone. With school behind me at least for a few months and the full time task of finding full time employment, I find that being able to spend even more time with myself is very freeing. I don't have to be anyone other than me. I woke up this morning just a few minutes before sunrise. The first few thoughts were that of a living will. I will need to research what happens when you don't have anyone to appoint as your medical decision maker. Let's face it...right now if something happens to me, my family will not do as I have verbally expressed many, many times. They simply don't listen so why speak anymore? People use to say I talk about death alot. In reality, they simply weren't listening because the subject made them uncomfortable. I have witnessed many family members leaving behind a mess simply due to avoidance of certain topics. I don't want to make the same mistakes since I already have many other mistakes left to make. I'm really going to have to research and execute this document before the end of the month. O.K. I better go workout. Haven't been there in three weeks so this should be interesting. More later.

10:09pm...So I fell asleep today about 5pm and slept until 7p. I really hope to get back into a normal sleep pattern soon. It was cool listening to the thunder rumble outside. While it poured in the city, in my neck of the woods it didn't rain at all. I'm getting sleepy again in part because it's hot in here. I may have to turn on the air conditioner tomorrow. Better clean the filters first. O.K. I'll pick up with my earlier thought and other stuff then.