The Date

I have to say...I actually had a good time going out with David yesterday. Maybe I'm writing him off a little too quickly? We went kite flying out by the pier, took a stroll on the beach, and had dinner. I am still a bit on guard though since I know he really likes me. The funny thing is, I always thought I would be cautious with any guy becasue I was sweating O'Neil. In reality, I'm over his indifference towards me and am slightly fearful of guys who want to rush into relationship first, friendship second. By this I mean that so far, all of the guys who have been interested in me start out with some type of sexual fantasy. While I am flattered to be viewed in this way, there is a whole lot more to me than just someone to have sex with. In many ways I now want to be viewed by men as a formitable true companion. I have run though my phases of casual sex, bad relationships, and purposefully being alone. I am ready now for serious candidates. Whether David fits this bill remains to be seen but I can honestly say that I had fun and am looking forward to many more fun dates with him and other guys until my perfect mate makes himself clear.

Oh...funny thing happened on the way to workout. Two of the neighbors on the block actually got into a debate over who would have a date with me first. LOL. I will leave them nameless but one even went so far as to tell me he has been fantacizing about me! I don't know whether to be scared or flattered. He's a former cop so right now I won't be scared. Ha ha. He and the other neighbor are friends and he told him to come back later so that he could talk to me. LOL. Too cute. I couldn't stay to talk since I had to make it to workout on time but hey...good to know a girl can generate some interest! LOL. I've been listening to the mantra Miriam gave me. I like the beat and can now actually pronounce the wording properly. As for the job front, I think something good will come my way very, very soon. Pray for me! O.K. better go. Maybe i'll take a stroll in the park and read my book.