The Bounce Back Kid

Last night I had the best conversation with Sandra. We don't get to talk nearly enough. She's so down to Earth and uplifting. I need to hear positive, optimistic messages from others from time to time. The past few weeks I've really been feeling out of sorts so to speak. Can't quite put my finger on it....just a combination of things that has triggered what I would deem as a form of depression. I heard somewhere a while back that once should try to fake happiness until it comes. While I can't say that I am unhappy, I feel like there are certain elements that are lacking in it. By far the last five days were the worst for me to the point where I couldn't even fake happiness. I literally just retreated to my apartment and spent a good chunk of time in my bed. No room for unhappy today. The event is tonight and five of my friends will be attending. It should be a good turnout since the weather is so nice. I am looking forward to it. It would be great to have the opportunity to bid on some items and win something nice at the silent auction. Anyway, better finish up. More later or tomorrow.