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Stayed home today. Listened to the rain. Thought. Disconnected. Withdrew my application for the two positions I know with certainty I can do successfully. Don't want to work with negative people anymore. Not sure how I'm going to pay rent next month. Surprisingly, I feel a little bit better after watching 20/20. Fittingly the entire hour was on Happiness. Confirmed something I already knew...social connections are the core of the pursuit of happiness. But what happens when people don't want to be social? I still feel alone, and for the most part am alone, but I'm optimistic that even though this may be permanent, I will continue to make the right decisions towards a happy life.