The Call

So, I avoided it as long as I could. Back to reality. Have to go in for a repeat test with Dr. L. I have to say that for a doctor she's pretty cool. I feel like I have to play Russian roulette with my life by not getting necessary testing simply because it's not financially feasible for me at this time. The last test cost me almost $500. That's one test. It's crazy. And to not take them could mean thousands in treatment for something that could have been aggressively treated early. I don't hear Barak or Hillary talking much about working, uninsured folks like me. It's all about The War and the war of words. Anyway, I think I'll get a nice gift for Dr. L and bring it with me at next week's appointment. She's the only doctor who has been working with me to keep the cost down while making sure I am getting proper medical care. All the rest have basically told me to see them when I have insurance. It's sad that medical care is so bureaucratic and expensive. I would be lying if I said I wasn't worried about all this testing. I am but i'm not going to fixate on it. Whatever is supposed to happen will.

Yesterday was so humid. Not my type of day. Wasn't feeling that great to begin with but when I got home I really just wanted to lay down....which I did. It was warm enough in my space that despite having two windows open, I had to turn on the a/c fan. That helped alot! Sometime in the overnight hour, it got really cool outside which was really great! Love the cool/cold weather. Didn't sleep well last night. Same tossing and turning as the night before. Won't get in until late since I was invited to see a Broadway show. That should be good. Hopefully I'll be so tired that I will sleep better tonight. Been having these crazy dreams. Can't remember the latest one but I do remember that it was crazy...weird. Anyway, I better actually get back to work. Mail merge project today. All last week I was going crazy reconciling the budget from the organization's recent event. Apparently they fired the guy who was working on it about three days after the event. The binder where he kept everything was like 15 pounds...seriously. It's like the man kept every freakin scrap of paper he could....and then made three copies of each! LOL. Can you say insanity. Needless to say, receipts I needed could not be located easily. I like the challenge. O.K. better get going. More later maybe.