Uneventful Day So Far

Ever have those days where you wish there was a surprise or a good, exciting opportunity in the wings? Today feels like one of those days for me. I don't feel like generating my own surprise today as I usually do most days so no surprise for me! Correction...I haven't opened my mailbox yet so you never know...there's always a surprise bill somewhere. LOL. It's a pretty uneventful day today. I am very sleepy. Definitely need a nap. Woke up just before 5am and then fell back asleep a half hour later. It's very overcast outside which makes me just want to curl up in bed with a cup of hot cocoa. I was reading some of my old posts. It's interesting to go back in time and see what mindframe I was in literally last year this time. I wrote about summer solstice, plans for the beach, hooking up with old boytoys. While things are not the same, not much has changed. The only difference between then and now is that while it still sucks to be by myself, I find that it's not so awful becoming a loner. I don't have to answer my phone if I don't want to. Don't have to speak if I don't feel like it, don't have to do anything I simply don't want to. I'm definitely done with the boytoy scene. Simply don't want to be bothered. From here on in, celibacy is the way to go for me. I'm special enough for somebody special out there to be with me. Until we find each other, alone is the way for me. And if we don't find one another...well...it's going to be a long lonely road but I've been walking it already haven't I? I've been thinking even more about where I will go in December. Not sure yet but I already know I will have a fabulous time celebrating my 35th birthday. Maybe I'll do another cruise. The only downside to that is getting hit with that double occupancy charge.

I will be getting in two beach days this summer. One in July and one in August. I can even count those days towards workouts since it's like a half mile walk to the waterfront once you park the car in the lot. Once the umbrella and gear (snack, water, etc.) are carted to the sand, you've already gotten in some exercise. LOL. I seriously don't feel like working out today but I will! Still working on my consistency issues...all part of the mental challenge. When I get back I can take a nice long shower, wash my hair, and relax for a bit. I feel like i'm clock watching again...better go find something to do. More maybe later.