God Don't Make Junk

It's really early on Monday morning and snow is still falling lightly outside. It's extra quiet this time of the morning in comparison to the car noise heading to the expressway just after 7am. I can't sleep. The calming cup of herbal tea that was supposed to ease me into a relaxing sleep has managed to make me get up to go to the bathroom twice already. Go figure. I feel less edgy now compared to the last two days. It's really soothing watching the snow fall and blanket the cars and street below. How interesting to me that I felt the snow on Saturday. I knew it was coming. I sensed it. I really do love the wintertime. While everything is dormant, you know that just below the surface is the stirring of possibility and renewal. I am adding a new affirmation to my daily list. "I release all my negative emotions... I am confident" I realize that I let fear of exclusion and rejection throw me off kilter not all the time but enough times to forget that God Don't Make Junk. I am just as special and unique the way I was intended to be. I shouldn't let fear control certain aspects of my life or any of it for that matter. I've travelled a long road from the person I use to be. Why visit the same places when there's a whole world to explore. I am a worthwhile person and I attract joy into my life. I excluded this affirmation for a while. I won't anymore.