You Make the Call

O'Neil,
You are correct. I am going through some issues. Issues that all of us go through at different stages in our life. Nothing different from anybody else. Family and friend concerns and problems, medical uncertainty, career choices and decisions to be made, working towards personal dreams. Do as you feel fit. Sometimes you make me feel like I'm so easy to just write off and it's like you'll find some excuse to email to me. It feels like you want to live an entire friendship in email and I guess visiting me when I'm confined to going back to work. What do I know? Nothing...that's why I ask questions of you. You arbitrarily decided what you want to answer and what you don't. I haven't done that with you.

If you want to to discuss anything with me, I'll leave that to you to pick up the phone or talk to me in person. If you want me to call you then you let me know that also. Give me a time and a day. I'm not afraid of picking up a phone or telling you anything in person either including the emails from yesterday. We're both grown adults.

If you want to use all of this as the reason to no longer speak to me, then so be it. Friendship is not linear or logical sometimes. If this is what you needed to write me off like all the other women you told me about, then again...so be it. You can call me anything you want, I can't worry about it. Be well.
Angela