The Three Part Dream con't

So cable was down for about three hours. Might go down again so will continue in a couple of hours.

The Three Part Dream plus Playing in the Snow

So much to talk about but where do I start??? Let me start with what I remember first and work my way around. I had this dream this morning that I can only describe as fragmented but maybe all three parts fit together. First, I was on a bus with three children. I think they were mine. Felt like they were. All were under the age of nine. I was arguing with three friends and I remember telling them that I always listen to them so why won't they listen to me. I was crying slightly and then put my head on a man's shoulder and he was comforting me they way a boyfriend, lover, or husband would do. Apparently he was someone that I was involved with. He was tenderly kissing me and stroking my hair. Touching my face. A short time later we all got off of the bus. I remember carrying a stroller off also.

The next sequence was that of a job interview. I was with a round of about 20 people. Three of us were called into a female executive's office. One was interviewing while the two of us watched. At one point I was asked to wait in the front office. As I made my way around hallways and turns, I ended up getting on a elevator where another man was standing in a suit. We had some conversation but I don't remember about what. He got off and I got off also but then got back on the elevator. When I got back up the floor where the interview was taking place, there was about a hundred people in the room. All wearing black power suits. I walked away and out a doorway that put me directly on a fast moving conveyor belt type mechanism. Kind of like the one you see in the Jetsons cartoon.

The final part of the dream was me on this beltway. It was bright and the sun was shining down warmly. I opened my arms and said outloud "Hello Sun" and all the people around me looked at me weird like they had never seen anybody talking to the sun. As I moved on this belt, I remember vivid color in everything. At one point I thought to myself I wish I had a camera with me so I could take pictures of all this beauty! I don't remember any more.

It's snowing outside! Love it. Going to walk outside and maybe to the store. Just want to get out an experience it for a little bit. I love snow and the cold! Will pick up with this post this afternoon. So much more to write.

1:05pm...so just got back in from walking out in the snow. Ended up going to the supermarket to pick up some veggies and sorbet. At the checkout counter, a totally hot black guy smiled and winked at me. Too bad he didn't talk to me although I sensed that he wanted to. I would have totally given him my number. I must say I was feeling particularly cute even though I was all bundled up and wearing a bandana! What am I talking about...I am cute dammit! LOL. Anyway, the cold and snow felt great! No untouched spot though to make Snow Angelas. Damn urban environment. I was hearing shoveling at 7am this morning! Really sucks that you can't really even enjoy the beauty of nature because man needs to mess it up immediately. Anywho..more in about an hour. Time to make lunch.

Quick Mental Notes

Such a migraine right now...quick notes. Del had the baby on Monday. Yesterday the moon looked so beautiful..full moon..lunar eclipse going on tonight. Busy with event planning at my part time gig. I like the nature of the work, just not feasible that they want full time work done in the part time hours. Only but so much I can do in one day. It's only for six weeks so no fuss, no muss. Tomorrow is my sister's birthday. This morning I left a gift at the doorstep of my neighbor down the block. 422. Their little one's artwork makes me smile every time I go by. Couldn't resist a small token of appreciation and a Thank You note. Sent O'Neil an email like "what the fudge..where the hell are my screeners". He responded to my email with something like he's out of town and will make sure I get them back in a couple of days. What the hell stopped him from forwarding to me over the last two weeks?!? He's so full of shit. I hate when guys do that trophy keep a woman's stuff just because. Control. He (or any man for that matter) will never control me. It's total bullshit and immature. I am so over him and his selfish, asshole ways. Time to move on. Another lesson learned.

Spy satellite to be shot down. Interesting. Will it be Obama in the White House? Definitely worth more in depth when I can think straight. O.K. going to lay back down in bed and hope this headache dissapates soon. Turning off the phone tonight so I won't be woken up at some ungodly hour for conversation. More tomorrow. Why is spell check not working on this thing?!?